"My first love made my heart beat faster, gave me butterflies in my stomach and played the part of the bad girl," says Shae, "but he had a heart of gold underneath, which is what made me fall in love with him. In the end, he was the only one who could hold my heart. We've been together for eight years, married for six, and have an adorable little boy. My first love ended up being my forever love."
During my sophomore years, I met this girl through the internet. I felt then that he liked me cause he kept on sending me emails everyday. And then later on, he asked my phone number and I gave it to him. Never did I imagined that as we go through communicating he was able to express his feeling to me. Because that was really my first time, I felt ashamed and afraid. After five months of our communication, he decided to visit me in my state. We met in person and he said he like me.. He became my first girlfriend and became the first also whom I’ve given the most important treasure a woman would consider-my virginity. Because I was not an experienced man especially on handling such relationship and I was young then. I think he felt that I don;t like him because I never showed him my feelings because I was really shy to talk to him. I love him but i’m so hesitant to show my feelings to him.
Three days after his leaving I felt like I lost half of my life. I want to send him email but I was trying to hold myself because of the fear that he might ignore me. I bear the pain. I’m always praying to God asking signs. Days became weeks, weeks became months, months became years and until now, I find it hard to fall in love with another man. I am afraid I might fail again. Many girls are very interested in me but I just ignore them for the reason that God will give him back to me..My nights then were sleepless cause I’m always crying. I pretend to be happy in front of my friends but deep inside, I am bleeding. I am really affected. Frustrated. Hurt. Until now, I am graduating but still no gf. Cause what I want is him. I’m just not sure, i’m hoping, I don’t know if i hope for nothing. I don’t know when I can overcome this. The hrdest thing
Some picture's of my friend
After facing many problems in love,My mind suddenly divert on this moto happeness is better then sadness.In present time my life is going on that way...............................
These are my friends
